5,4,3,2,1! My E-Day Checklist da~bu .___.

• Mood:
• Listening to: Vandal Machines - Thorgasm
  
• Reading: -
  
• Watching: Switched At Birth Season 1
  
• Playing:-
  
• Eating: Choco Pie
• Drinking: Soup
  

Salam semua, tinggal lagi 5 hari je sebelum saya berubah status & meningkat umur. Rasa macam banyak benda tak buat lagi but rasanya semua masih di bawah kawalan >__< Dulu saya memang nak semua benda organized tapi bila benda ni betul-betul akan jadi, memang rasa malas betul hurr

Senarai Semak

Cincin

Hantaran:
Alas Dulang
4 dulang sudah settle, 3 dulang belum
(Sejadah & Fruits beli Khamis, Fresh flowers utk Sirih Junjung beli Jumaat pagi, Cuppies ambil pagi Sabtu, 2 dulang mak settlekan)

Busana:
Baju
Tudung dalam
Tudung luar **RabuKhamis beli
Kasut **Belum customize
Veil
Make-up **MUA contracted, Deposit paid

Hand bouquet:
**Jumaat pagi beli fresh flowers

Mini Dais
**Vendor contracted, Deposit paid, Jumaat malam pasang

Bedroom Deco
Fresh flowers **Jumaat pagi beli
Kelambu **Pasang Selasa
Curtains **Iron malam ni, pasang Rabu
Bedsheet **Khamis beli, Jumaat pasang
Karpet **Khamis cari

E-Day Favors
Jars **Sudah receive dari Lurvering
Fillers **Beli Khamis
Net/Plastik **Beli Khamis
Pack **Khamis Mula Buat

Official Photog.
**Contracted, payment to be made after receiving pictures

Barang basah nak masak
**Jumaat pagi beli

With that listed, better saya susun schedule saya untuk 4 hari berikutnya X) Sehingga lepas dari Sabtu ni, semua review tv series saya pending @__@ Kepada tetamu yang dijemput personally oleh saya dan Qi, nanti saya hantarkan digital map kepada anda semua :)

Lots Of Love,
Diyana

When will it be mine?

It's 2 in the morning & my insomnia kicks in. My heart cries with every drop of blood that it bleeds. i'm tired of this triangle. i can't step back anymore & play my role when i am needed to do so.

I just want you to stay & never leave or walk away.

i'm just tired of asking myself when will my turn ever be? When will the day come when i will have you here right by my side for good?

i've grown weary of waiting......trying to love someone i have to share.

i'm sorry i'm not good in sharing even though i'm used to having things ripped off & taken away from me my whole life.

i can't compete. i know. i know where i stand & where am i in your life.

i never want anything in my life before but just this once, i want you to stay in my life and never leave.

i'm so tired of being lonely.

Another night of tears to lull me into numbness.

Come daylight, it will be another day of yearning for what i can never have....and never will be.