It's 2 in the morning & my insomnia kicks in. My heart cries with every drop of blood that it bleeds. i'm tired of this triangle. i can't step back anymore & play my role when i am needed to do so.
I just want you to stay & never leave or walk away.
i'm just tired of asking myself when will my turn ever be? When will the day come when i will have you here right by my side for good?
i've grown weary of waiting......trying to love someone i have to share.
i'm sorry i'm not good in sharing even though i'm used to having things ripped off & taken away from me my whole life.
i can't compete. i know. i know where i stand & where am i in your life.
i never want anything in my life before but just this once, i want you to stay in my life and never leave.
i'm so tired of being lonely.
Another night of tears to lull me into numbness.
Come daylight, it will be another day of yearning for what i can never have....and never will be.
